Sunday, May 21, 2006
holy shit
HOLY SHIT. yes.
is this a day of betrayal, misplacement of trust, consolation, reassurance, anguish, heartache
okay that was meant to be a rhetorical question for myself.
anguish; its going to take you all years more to understand my practice
betrayal, misplacement of trust; despite me messaging you not to mail him
consolation; my friend's friend's dad passed on, leaving behind misery bits to be patched up
heartache; i caused someone to break the trust which is greatly placed upon him
reassurance; you both gave me your promise
dismal; we have to give in to situations at times and im glad that you know it was the worst solution ever
its all of different matters.
yes, i know. forgive and forget. can. i always forgive anyway. but i will never forget.
okay. its past now.
i can still smile the next time i see you
a million of thanks to gwenyth &tomy.
yes. maybe both may think theres aint any reason for me to get so fucked up, well. i shall not comment more on that. take me for being irrational or ridiculous.
mellow thinkings please.
woe.be.gone.
i shall be happy once more:)
left to seek for more fun