Tuesday, May 23, 2006
im well.
im in doubt. somehow, i feel that i dont have the courage to reveal my real inner emotions outstraight. i did not bring all these upon myself okay. or maybe i did. i thought i would be able to forgive but at times when the pain returns, i cant help but feel unjustified. and i wont even remember the word, 'forgive'.
im really a loser, in the aspect of keeping friends. laugh out loud. i regretted some of my actions. till now, the conscience hasnt leave me abit, it prickles on me whenever i wonder for my friends' well-being. i really hate losing friends if you know me. (ask me how many friends i had lost)
i lost a friend recently. how much i hate it. and it still upsets me. maybe i will be able to get over this another lost friend. or maybe i will not.
I LOVE VOLLEYBALL :)
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