Monday, May 15, 2006
screwed.
Despite knowing that i cant run, i signed up for the heat. lmao. i havent been running for past few weeks and my stamina went all the way down, all the way. okay okay, i simply cant run. but today was the worst. i cant feel the 'kickass' feeling to run. confession: i signed up for the heat to screen an example to my fellow schoolmates how losers live their lives. nonetheless, much thanks to aziz, samad, peichi for being there. halfway through the first lap, i cant find the determination to carry on the race. im sorry. but i never force myself, i know what i can do and what i cant. reflecting upon this failure to complete the last round, had me pondering: is this going to be the scenario for the upcoming prelims, examinations? am i already what mr yeo said, ''committing academic suicide!'' i promise to fight back his words. MY, sometimes, i honestly disagree with the way you preach at our class, yet i know you did everything for the interest of us. back to the heat, i pretend that i dont care. but deep down, i know i wont get over this.
thanks wai. i love you.
thanks samad. for lending me your ears to listen what shit i have got to say.
thanks aziz. i promise to try and find a boy for you.
when my friends are happy, i feel good too
there wont be repeated sorrow
left to seek for more fun