Monday, June 19, 2006
long lost friend found! i recovered fast
yeah! long lost friend found! hope we will keep in contact :) -our date to go LAU PA SAT again for those oh so worthy desiring desserts, to catch up on times when we were still working at shenton way.
went to bed at 5am this morning. didnt study much, my brain too, was pretty fagged after going to beach. and got a chat with a good adviser. (didnt know that earlier, the inner me apologise for not discovering that one major good quality of yours' LMAO) thanks mata. (bet you wont be reading this anyway) your words really kind of shook me up. just when i thought that i might not be able to get out of the shit, you helped me up. im moving on already. lesson: we all need experiences to mature, henceforth, progress to make fresh improvements.
yeah. the gloomy mood is gone for now.
to end up; playing: cigarette lighter love song -marvelous 3
I know youre not asleep
I can feel you moving over there
Youve been playing with the seam
In your worn out underwear
My lips are raw as hell
From biting on them just to stay awake
Its not like Im gonna need them, you wont be around
To see them bleed and break
All that I do, comes back to you
So Ill just think about you
til theres nothing in my head
All I can do, is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends, Id rather be dead
I drove out of east atlanta
With a headache the size of my car
I called to say I was okay anyway
cause I know how you are
Im like a movie without an ending
You know Ive got nowhere to go
And it makes me wanna throw up
To see you wanna give up
More than youll ever know
All that I do, comes back to you
So Ill just think about you
til theres nothing in my head
All I can do, is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends, Id rather be dead
Everythings supposed to have a happy ending
But the record keeps skipping and the needle keeps bending
Like the road Im driving to the bridge that has no end
I wanna take back everything that Ive broken
But the bridges behind me are burning and smokin
I guess this is the end
All that I do, comes back to you
So Ill just think about you
til theres nothing in my head
All I can do, is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends, Id rather be dead
yeah :)
reflections: i promise i wont be a ridicule in this anymore.
left to seek for more fun