Wednesday, August 30, 2006
i wanna be with you
when the clock strikes the first signifiance of midnight, insanity creeps upon me.
i seem to have lost my mind
i must have
or so it seems to be
you know
tearing does not complicate
neither does it resolve
nor helps to lift the heartache away
instead it reminds you
the reason why you are feeling the way you are now
in tears
everything appears indistinct
you look at them
and think
to reflect
then
you know you are in wrong
thats why you are in tears
or that
you cry because you hurt someone whom you dear
my extra ordinary stupid example here
i cried.
SORE LOSER
i hugged big cat close to me. as if pouring all my hidden woes to him, i imagined his comfort and started crying. i watched the droplets dripped off my face. wahlau. sick emo child. like someone had just punched my emotion buttons.
thank you big kid for being so understanding at times
i want to play volleyball.
the people, the game, the perspiration.
is enough to cheer me on for many many days
i wanna be with you
left to seek for more fun