Friday, March 23, 2007
dont have a future
im so beat. numerous stuffs going on my mind. where's my future? im feeling so beaten down suddenly. im so alone now. everyone's ahead of me. i hate the feeling. i hate me when i feel so loser. It's a long long journeyTill I know where I'm supposed to beIt's a long long journeyAnd I don't know if can believeWhen shadows fall and block my eyesI am lost and know that I must hideIt's a long long journeyTill I find my way home to youMany days I've spent driffing on Through empty shoresWondering what's my purposewondering how to make me strongI know I will falter , I know I will cryAnd I need to be close to youSometimes it feels no one understandI don't even know why I do the things I do when prides bulids me up till I can't see my soulWill you break down this walls and pull me throughCause it's a long long journey till I feel that I'm worth the priceYou paid for me on calvary beneath those stormy skiesWhen satan mocks and friends turn to foesIt feels like everthing is out to make me lose controlIt's a long long journeyTill i find my way home to you
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