ON MY OWN

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

F.r.i.e.n.d.s

still cared for each other. happy as friends. nothing's changing. not now, not soon, not yet, not ever.

srsly speaking, im beginning to feel lethargic bout work. i hate to drag myself off from bed every mornings. wake myself in showers. reluctant feets. heavy footsteps towards the control station. then? constraint of movements in the jam packed train. waste my time while i sit myself through stations after stations.
though the amount of work varies everyday, yet what im going through each day is enough to kill
constant fears of making mistakes. my heart is weak, even im afraid of myself proning to more more mistakes each time. HAHAHHAHAHA. sucker at work! and now im so tired after work, here i am trying as hard as possible to put shits together and blog it. HEEHEEE
i wont quit!!!! because im responsible.
and so im ashamed of my irresponsible acts yesterday.

Me:'weetecK, im shuchen. i wont be going work today. my face is peeling badly and i cant face the world today'
DM replies: 'ok. That serious? sunburnt is it?'
Me: 'thats right, i got sunburnt. i dont want to scare anyone of you! i'l be present tomorrow!'
Today, DM calls me into his office and asks me how am I. he looks at my face and say. 'Shuchen, i understand you like being in the sun, but can you please take care of your face? i go sailing on every sat and get my back sunburnt but im always here for work. so please ah, take care of your skin. so what if you got sunburnt, what about your work?' and he looks at mango's(im tasking over her responsibilities while she's away on maternity leave) seat and shakes his head
i walked away filled with slight guilt.

if only we are entitled to AT LEAST one public holiday per SE in a week, three weekends (saturdays &sunday), two days of labour days only (in alternative sequence), and 1more day of SUNDAY!
so it will be like, monday's the holiday, tuesday is working day, wednesday's being replaced by the addition sunday, thursday is working day, friday is considered as a weekend (day coming to the week end), saturday and sunday are strictly: NO-WORK-ALLOWED-days. YAY :-]

YAWNS. im hungry and sleepy.

left to seek for more fun