Sunday, February 15, 2009
be my valentine! ♥♥♥
so happy to see rashid and aqil during last night duty!!hohodont know why, i heart working with r2&3 boys, but r1&4 boys are awesome as well went with alagan, aqil, norizan at gefp, didnt really sleep much..our first call turnout with Darts, pumper.. never been for any suicide call yet. sheeesh, after abt half an hour at scene, we heard smashing of glasses, screams, laughters, the lady showed herself, climbed out of window and sat on the ledge, leaning forward every sec. damn the feeling was exactly like one of the roller coaster ride i took on cny, THINK YOU ARE GNA DIE ANYTIMEi was scared, i grabbed aqil's fingers, he was freaking out too; a life is gna be destroyed (by then the lifepak was up) right before my eyes, i dont think i can take it., i will go into shock, and nightmares for weeks!"i never done anything wrong, why you all handcuff me..""stop shouting! nobody is talking to you, who are you talking to? people can tell there's smth wrong with you, but you keep saying you are normal" keeps me thinking for the whole night. perhaps she is suffering inside; nobody knows, nobody believes she's sane because she has a history of psychiatric problem :'( we ever had this conversation abt the insanes are probly sane ones,anyway, went jb with r1&4, took imran's car with hasnon and esther, company was great, i enjoyed!! lazy to load pictures, met up with fik ytd after night duty, wanted to get him a daisy flower but didnt have the timewe had durians, and my first driving lesson at a mscp loli just saw handy's msg. i think she misses me. *cross fingers*;)
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