Saturday, March 06, 2010
march
Hi, lets start over again, my name is Hasnon.
early this month, salleh from my ERS coursemate passed away. life is so unpredictable. i felt sad, really sad, started to think why the rush for some people to leave us and return to god's side.. i hope his buddy at stn22 is coping well.
I think im ready to go, at the age of going 22, i feel proud of my achievements, what i have done so far.. all the good people around me are doing good too. im no longer upset with anyone, i have nothing to say but take care to those who knew me, well, thats what i wld think at the end of the day, err some days when im choked with my emotions. i will enter into zul's and my family's dreamland as frequent, that wld be a sunny and windy afternoon where all of us are having picnic at botanic gardens, and fly the kite! ~this same dream over and again!
ok, not that im leaving the world yet- but one day we will have to face the death of anyone around us, and our own.
Be nice, be kind, be forgiving. yet humans are the only species that harm and kill one another..
i chance upon this random fact today: when swans go on date, they hook their necks together and they remain together for the life time :D
sweet, isnt it?
i was peeved with you. you promised, but its been months.. do something, or have the courtesy to tell me when you will return lah, how come im the one chasing from you?? i wldnt mind if its money, honestly.. i received your sms just now, aiyoh i wasnt that upset le, just hope to get it back from you!!
went for the IDP meeting @ HQ that day, saw plenty of familiar faces, well i really didnt feel like gg, if not for i'd promised to meet fran, maybe i wldnt have gone. sigh, im just so upset abt the whole thing that had to happen, you know how it feels when you did what you were tasked to do, in the end, your leader did not recognise your work and submitted nil participation from you. YAY?
anyway, met up with my girls on monday! it was awesome; cos i felt beautiful after our lunch session. i had to leave early, sorry girls! by the way i had a camera with me, but i didnt know until i opened up my bag much later on the day, a photo for good memories next meetup!! maybe, maybe one day the triple date will be an impromptu one, promise mic! :) heez
working three day duties after one day off from night duty is madness.. i was switched off, on my second day duty, woke up only after the second call, hahaha but thank god, me samo and medics were a great lot.
im looking forward to tonight, because after zareef's birthday party, is a sunday and i will be working night shift, and only because its one day nearer to the 9th!! :)
-make appt with ally, dajie & clement, jessie & weilin and darl, shuuyii, My bffs!!
how come we always admire our boyfriend's new haircut? :)
i miss you, My Fireman <3
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