Saturday, July 10, 2010
life, as it is..
heyya! today is my eldest sis birthday!! (: HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU SIS!! <3 We will be celebrating altogether with the other four august babies in the household!
yesterday was my first rota outing after being posted to stn21.. it was fun, patrick organised a soccer outing and it was a successful one compared to the previous bowling outing hehe. Me and Yingz played for couple of games too, man it was nostalgic evening. How i used to played street soccer with the boys till evening before heading home, sometimes before volleyball trng, though i wasnt (still am not) a good player but i had fun, and i think if i picked up soccer as my cca, i might have the long lasting relationship as i did with volleyball. And yup, i missed playing volleyball so much. good news, might be gg back trng soon!! *crossed fingers** hehe.
work has been great, got return of spontaneous circulation from my last case of collapsed pt.. Alhamdulillah :D the feeling was awesomely shiok, however i wasnt feeling much excited when the doc said 'good job everyone, pt's alive but the brain is gone' you know often we tried to save lifes, we never give up hope on them, i started to think on the scenario when pt is put on life support and the family had to make the decision to give up on the patient.. what i knew, pt didnt give up till the very end.. im glad i didnt, i did all i could.
been making a list of things that i wanna do, so many of them!! rock climbing, soccer, volleyball -dig-spike the ball! picnic at botanic garden, flying kite with zareef, watching sunset, meeting up with my girls!
i promise to be a better person in this world. See no evil, hear no evil, say no evil. i will reduce the anger and hurt and dislike, within me to those who had caused misery to me before, i will forgive, but we wont be friends though. what ever happens after that, will happen.
to all of you reading this, if ever i had let you down in any ways, i am truly sorry. if i havent been a good friend to you, things will be better, insya'allah.
last but not least, thank you for all that you have done for me. no words, no emotions, nothing can express how much of love i have for you to show you, how thankful i am towards you, how i wished i didnt push you away in the beginning, how much i treasure this special relationship with you. but i can, and i pray for the best for you and us :o)
left to seek for more fun