Saturday, August 14, 2010
determination
this year's ramadhan marks a new journey for me, i think for zul as well.. :) barely growing 6 months old, i am happy and looking forward to celebrate my first official Hari Raya!! many more to come, together with zul and our families.. insyallah..
i am excited! while typing this, suddenly i feel like eating the spicy chicken dengdeng near joo chiat place :p
thinking of getting bubble tea or starbucks later, but the latter would taste best with my dope boy.
so far, fasting has been smooth going for me, i didnt really thought i would be able to make it, probably i could last for half a day, but as the day goes by, yeah i feel good :) i believe i can, and i will succeed.
just so you know, my evenings for past 3days have been wonderful! i like the idea of buka at zul's place, with sedap food, but i do dread the aftermath, you feel bloated even though you didnt overdo your meal. then you have the whole night to yourself, grr no bubble tea stalls open till very late right =( and i also look forward waking up early for sahur every morning! hehe..
just done with my third night duty this morning, i is shagged, stoned. i dont feel like walking to bus stop, going home. i just wished i could teleport myself. managed to do 90% of the store, which means by tmr i'll be done with the weekly updates, and i can relacccc quey for one week ;)
dont stop dreaming dreams, live your dreams, then you'll find the true meaning of life...
i was upset ytd, i made the wrong move again, this time round it sealed off the trust you had placed in me... :'(( i will jiayou, i mesti..
im sorry....
left to seek for more fun