Monday, August 23, 2010

forgetfulness

hello hello hello, 


a wonderful week past for me, i wasnt on any shift for past 6days, can you believe it? err actually only 5, but i forgot i had to work, some one just comfortably cancelled my shift off the office roster, and me, being me, happily took it for granted, without realized i exchanged my duty with another colleague. nah, no happy ending of course, i got screwed by my own boss because i did it again. =(


on the other hand, something sad happened, darl's mom got admitted to cgh due to recurrent of stroke. alhamdulillah, she was discharged three days later. life without her at home is kinda difficult, hehe. Because she is the main cook of the house. but abg nain took upon his appointed role as the second cook in the house! This makes me more determined to learn as much from her, so that in times to come, i'll be able to cook for the family. 


i miss everyone at home, after what happened to auntie, i found myself calling mom once everyday. i am not sure whether she's doing the reverse psychology or what, she stopped calling me many times a day, so now i will be the one looking for her. 


why is it so hard for me to learn? im not trying to be stubborn or difficult, but at times, i really forgot. i'll be sure to get hit by dementia when i grow older.. my mentor ever said to me that i will confirm have dementia because of my forgetfulness, i think so too.. =(


cmon, jiayou me, pls make an effort before something really happened..


anyway i spent all my off days at darl's family, we sahur together and buka puasa together too, i like ;) feels more at home. instead of me, waiting alone at home for mom to pack food for me (yes im so lazy), and by the time the food reaches my mouth, that would already be 2200hrs. or when i decided to cook my own meals, its always maggi mee and cup noodles.. just dont feel like spending so much to fulfill my stomach. oh man, if i live alone, think all the canned food will all expire and rot together with my body shld i be so lazy to even make my own meal. sigh.....


postive, positive. i miss my baby, just the sight of him, relieves the whole load off me, that he is safe and barking :) 

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