Sunday, May 08, 2011
may day indeed
i dreaded going home today after work. on my way home, i felt the sudden urge to cry. god helps! like an emotional wretch. even waiting for the 5 egg pratas pissed the whole out of me. why why why.at times like this, i feel so lost. i know its unfair for me to say, i miss you while you are at work, we still get to see each other, and i know where to find you as and when.. compared to couples who are so far apart from each other.
just read a couples' blog.. i cant imagine myself being put in her shoes =) they are still going strong, and i know they will. JIAYOU!
maybe things have been happening for the past few days, and i really dont know what to do. dear, please let me know if i must do anything because i really am a big piece of woodblock at times.. sigh.. cant say much also.. no space to vent it out.. just want everyone to be happy and living simple...
busy may. lots of tests and courses, audit, exercise.. i need a break!!
missing my girls, when are we meeting up?
dearest hubby, im missing you so insanely just like that. sometimes when we get to spend our off days tgt, when ure at work, i feel so miserably lonely even though i have company.
feeling stressed. my 4th night duty later (break personal record liao)
left to seek for more fun